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Thursday, May 31, 2007 , 5:28 AM
just got back from compass point and feeling tired. it was a public holiday so the day was kinda boring. supposed to have religious class but when i got there it was actually cancelled! stupid shafiq gave me wrong info. then lina twin desperately wanted to meet me. so i went to meet her at serangoon mrt. headed to central and chilled at mcdonald's. headed home and slept. mum forced me outta bed and went to compass. yesterday went home around 12 midnight so didn't had time to blog. om hamid gave me 50 bucks and i was overjoyed! i could finally buy the tops and bottoms that i want. the day started in school. had math camp. the instructers were nice people. we had this trail first. there was this game where we had to shoot the ball in the netball hoop. we were given 5 tries. all 4 got in except for the last one. sad. then had lunch and had math quiz. didn't even to do the bloody paper. i mean i hate math so why do i even bother. got off at 1 20pm and went outside the school for awhile. then came back in as we had this malay thingy at NLB. we went around it twice and then went to borrow books. borrowed this book, "megan meade guide to the mcgowan's boys". read the book on the way back and finish reading it at night. the book was pretty good but i kinda don't like the ending. so then om hamid called my mum and asked us out for dinner. he was at lau pa sat. we had to cabbed there as he was one impatient man. he was there with this lady. my mum told me that this lady had sixth sense. she goes to people houses and tell them how to get rid off evil spirits. for my house we just have to keep the house clean. it was true cause i kinda experience things when my room was messy. she was a nice lady and we got along well. she was very fun. the first time i saw her, i tot that she looked eerie. hahas. got home and crashed onto the bed. Monday, May 28, 2007 , 9:24 PM
12 30pm i'm soooo bored. just have to wait for anther hour till i meet laura. ain't mom's suppose to cook for their family before going off? she arhs... everytime leave the house and expecting me to do everything for her! i even have to cook for myself. haiz... so probably going to wisma to collect laura's phone first then head to bugis street to find a job. the freaking two tops from topshop!!! i want it so badly. they only cost 23 and 29 bucks! i mean it's topshop so the price is kinda reasonable. and there is the GSS. i so wanna go shopping! mum says it's not pay day yet so i have to wait. i wonder for how long. one thing i'm sure is they wont buy it for me if they see my results. i haven't even showed it to them yet. 6 30 just got home. no work! back to indo. telling my parents when they get home. if cannot go back indo then must rot in s'pore. haiz... sian. first we went to wisma to collect her phone. then walked around orchard. stop at heeren and took neoprint! laura's sandal hurts then we change for a while till she bought plaster. headed to bugis to find job but mostly they want full time. sad=( after a long walk then headed home. , 5:48 AM
right so the tangs people didn't call. so i'll be going job hunting with laura tmr. so today we had this meeting and i didn't bring any writting material. so i'm depending like on syaf and gene. so much for HOD. urgh. it was so damn bloody freaking cold inside the room. everytime when mr tang said somthing impossible i would roll my eyes and look my fellow logistic and asst. photo trainer. we were all giving the waddeheck look. it was long and draggy. mr lubu certainly has no more attractive force towards me. hahas. he still so stupid! kept calling me names then i never reply him. he ownself paiseh! hahaha! serve eu right. after school went to hougang mall and met up with lina twin. she is sure one evil girl!i needed the toilet damn urgently due to a bad tummy ache. but she just wont allow it. she brought me walking aroud hougang mall and outside the mall. and the world is such a small world. the guy that i recently pranked was her fren and lina twin saw him at hgg mall.too bad i missed him. finally i was released from lina's hell(that is what she calls it) headed to kak yaya's place. there was kak reni and amy aroud. crap around with kak yaya and amy. then ate lunch. got home and rot Sunday, May 27, 2007 , 3:21 AM
am i forgiven or am i not. i feel sooo digusted with myself. woke up and felt so fresh after good sleep. ate breakfast and felt so hyper so i did housework. for the first time w/o being told much. i just didn't want any trouble anyway. abang message me saying tuition was at 4pm. prepared him for bad news. kept reading the book i borrowed and i'm now officially hooked. it was better then i expected but the words used was soo... rich. kinda difficult but as i read along i soon came to understand it. had to study physics. man it was so frustrating. finally it ended. oh yeah btw. yesterday i was actually shopping with my family in vivo city tangs when my mum forced me to ask the sales promoter if they needed any extra help in the store. the women brought me in to fill the forms and everything and i should get a call by monday. please let me get the job. if i don't, i'm going out with laura on tuesday to go job hunting in bugis street. there will be media club meeting tmr. can i dun go??!! and maybe even meeting amalina. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry Friday, May 25, 2007 , 8:56 PM
12.03pm it's a darn saturday and i'm so bored. i'm still feeling guilty over yesterday. i think i brushed away too many people who are just showing concern towwards me. but i forgot to thank sarah. she was such an angel. i was reluctant to tell her anything but she forced me and i ended up crying. she followed me all the way to the toilet and we even sat on the floor. she help me alot. i poured my heart oout to her. she just wont give up untill i told her everything. thank for everthing babe! later goin out so i think i better get ready , 2:40 AM
bad mood. bad results. feeling bad about an argument. it's just a bad day. my mood was so damn bad that it had ticked a few people off. it's my issues. what else but them. i'm feeling so depressed. i failed. what am i gonna tell them. they will never understand. need to relive stress. gonna ask kak yaya out. thinking of fisherman v. can't even get any job during the hols. with all this things goin on. it is like the best time to get away. planning to go back indo myself(they even want to send me there w/o me wanting) it seems like the best thing to do with all this shit. at least over there i will be free. goin anywhere i want or doing whatever i want w/o my parents supervising me. there's my ever loving cousins. and the other's. the food which is never found in s'pore. god i feel like goin there now. i thank eu guys for your concern but at times like this i just wanna be alone w/o anyone saying anything to me. it's the best way i get over it faster. sorry my dearest girls if eu think i don't appreciate eu. i need my own space in order for me to be back to my happy state again. mum dad i'm sorry for dissapointing eu. i know i may be just a loser in your eyes not excelling in anything i do. Wednesday, May 23, 2007 , 3:15 AM
i hate eu! i hate eu! i hate eu! i wanna move out!!! fuck the people in the house!!! i could not stand it anymore. who the hell eu think eu are! eu say i treat eu like maid. look and listen eu treat me like one too ok! the outing with the both of eu just spoiled my fun day! fuck off my life!!! since eu want me to pay for everything i want might as well eu even rent me my own room!!! fuck it larhx!!! argh!!! i hate home!!! it stinks and suck. just because eu are sick eu can throw your weight around. eu show me attidude i also can show. i already hate life alone. the hatred is gone to deep already. i dunnoe if it is easily erased. everytime i try to forgive the both of eu. slam! i kena again! mum wanted to send me off to indo myself to send something. i wont come back even after a week. i stay there whole month can?! school. then went to library finally borrowed my japanese book and a book called rebecca. it seemed interesting. job hunting. flipped through classified but don't seem to find any. when called the people they say 16 and above. walao! so went to hougang point and went in the shop where there is a vacancy. but the shop manager went off so in the end had to go home. at home then rot. i dun wan your concerns anymore. it's no longer needed. i'll leave the place if eu want me to. i'm sorry if i seemed to be mean or not caring bout stuff. i'm just too fucked up with this shit. Monday, May 21, 2007 , 10:58 PM
had been too busy till didn't had much time to blog. days had been to boring anyway. it was always school and home. didn't go school today. lazy. but with parents permission. i not so daring pon school derhs. but i was with darling. came my house at 8 50 like dat. she came my place then half way watching honey she fell asleep. woke up then send my two aunties down. had to help them carry their heavy bags down. and i really mean heavy. both of us could not even manage to lift it up at first. then had some camera whoring time. half way throgh mum called. going to far east and said that dad coming home. so darling had to go home. Wednesday, May 16, 2007 , 3:11 AM
have been going out and coming home late that didn't had the chance to blog. monday had pet rocket. half way through nab, fiona, jun heng and me ran away. if was damn boring. went over to pasir ris park. we walked played and chilled. then went over to white sands and lunched at burger king. went to religious class while the rest went to heartland mall. tuesday went out with the 3 of them again. this time first went to far east plaza to look for nab's perfect skirt. but still can't get the right own. then went over to wisma atria. went to topman and found jun heng formal shirt. seperated ways wid jun heng and fiona. nab and me went to heartland mall to buy the skirt. she treated me to snowice. kinda nice wid chocolate. went home and met mum dad. woke up super late. it was 6 30am! rushed to get ready but still finally made it in time for school. today went over to bugis wid zafirah. she picked me up from school then headed to bugis street with her. she wanted to buy aew bag. in each sop we went all she said was i dunnoe which one i want. very irritating. finally bought the bag and had lunch. she came over my house and after she left i'm rottin. have been going out and not having enogh rest. Sunday, May 13, 2007 , 12:31 AM
yesterday wanted to blog but had no time. went to watch movie yesterday. the horror malay show. but i didn't really watch it. covered my eyes and ears. hahahs. i don't even like horror film larhs... but still got see abit abit. nab was beside me and she was like screaming and screaming. grabbing my shirt and stuff. finally the movie ended. went around to help nabilah find a present for aqillah. went to walk around to find a mother's day gift for my mum. for the very first time i'm buying for her something. seperate ways cuz i had family dinner to attend. bought a red rose in a packaging for my mum. met her in serangoon station. she was actually in a bad mood as the plan to meet and stuff was screwed. i kept the flower behind my hand for very long larhs. then i finally pull the flower out and saw her stunned then she smiled and said thank you. it was a surprise as in the morning we were arguing with each other that i even raised my voice at her. met the rest of the family members at sakunthatlas somethin somethin. it was all seafood. kak yaya was eating the black pepper crab then the sauce was splatted around her clothes. then she took a tissue and stuff it into her shirt. funny sia.  after that kak ipah saw then since baby shafiqwas there she said you want beeper or not. everyone around us laughed. went to the toilet then when waiting outside suddenly got black out. my uncle who is like kinda old was freaking in the toilet. it was a funny scene. then got home. today lina twinnie finally came! but she brought me bad news. she's gonna quit right after the june holidays! damn it! it was oral day. i havent even memorized the passage then i just read it. nothing much happen. today goin to grandma's place. mum cook so many dishes then later sending it there. family gathering later also. mum's macroni smells so nice. wanna go grab a bite now. bye! Friday, May 11, 2007 , 1:26 AM
i'm now in mum's office. no one is here so have to help her out. came here then she asked me, "yan you want to deposit $9000 at the bank?" and i was like no way mum!. scared money lost or anything i wrong. going to bugis after this. wanna go topshop buy clothes! wheee. well hope so larhs... exams are like finally over. i've been looking forward to this day! yay! i'm stress free now. tmr planning to watch movies with my gurlfrens! after so long. to think bout it the last time we watch the movie togather was step up. now they planning to watch jangan pandang belakang(don't look back) it a horror film. frankly speaking i'm not a fan of horror film. but what to do. since they wanna watch it just give it a try. Wednesday, May 9, 2007 , 11:22 PM
have not been updating my blog. super stress out cuz of mid years. never felt stress before for mid years. after each paper i could only talk bout the paper for 3 min amd that's it. no more talking bout the paper! came back home and rot. had to revise for physics tmr. eww i hate it. hope after tuition i'll get most things inside my brain. have to rest alot also. need to catch uon sleep. been burying my head in books. i think i better revise for my papers tmr and get some rest. Saturday, May 5, 2007 , 11:54 PM
mum dad not home so i get to use the com! whee. lina twinnie didn't come again for religious class. her dad didn't let her come cause she had exmas tmr. like waddeheck! it's just that he didn't want her to go so it can make her quit easier larhs.fuck larh!!! it was no fun cause without her there's no mischievious things to do together. like stealing drinks, comin to class late and talking back to the teachers. it was such a bore larhs. tonight having tuition again. finishing the math chapther already. next is chem. can't wait till exams are over. mum actually wanted to go jakarta. AGAIN! june and december go already still want go there. i will only go there if i see ~ hehehe Friday, May 4, 2007 , 11:49 PM
i've rest well and i've finished doing the laundry. then tuition at 3 30. wad a drag... mum went to grandma's house. dunnoe i wan go anot. mum suddenly called. my conversation with mum mum: when you finish your exams me: on the 11 may mum: religious class? me: on the 20 may. mum: haiyah. me: why?! holiday at where?! mum: too bad you still have your religious class exam. the holiday comes in a package. nevermind then just worry bout your exams. bye. and she just hang up on me. my mum seriously need to kick that habit. hanging up other people is plain rude! aarrgghh! everytime like this one!!! but i know mum will confirm bring me somewhere. she just can't sit around in s'pore when i'm having holidays! hehehe. szenchen!!! i wan got there!!! i wanna shop till i drop. , 1:46 AM
finally its friday! yay tmr is my rest day. but tuition ruined it. grrs... math and physics was boring. then poa lesson mrs goh didn't come than got this teacher came. everytime come talk bout chem. well this time abit only larhs. then recess. mdn yurni let us go to the computer lab. played educational games. must say it was kinda fun. after school stayed back with nab and hwee choo. actually nab wanted to attend mr foo's extra lesson. after that i went off. got home. rot. Thursday, May 3, 2007 , 1:07 AM
started out the day with a moody face but later on the day was crazy! it turned out to be sooo funny. seating at the back was fun but it was quite difficult for me to concentrate during lesson time. when will physics ever get fun?! it was soooo boring that it feels i was almost dying in class. social studies was just one period so it was ok. and i got 9/12! yipee! thought mrs goh was saying it was bad but then it was not bad! hehehe. mother tongue is as usual. slacking around. we went up to the library. cikgu asked us to read malay book but we all took english book. i stuck to my favourite harry potter! read the book until so nice then have to go back to class liao. syafiqah made up some stupid things so i hit her back! she is now mrs cendawan(mushroom in malay) hehehe! it made me laugh so hard sia. every now and then she would make up something stupid! in english class we mdm yurni brought us games to play. well... educational games larhs. we picked upwards. then got tired of playing it after 2 rounds. then we started to mess around with it.  can you spot my name. syaf's name is in too! after that it was poa. bored also larhs. cant pay attention no matter how hard i tried. especially with jun heng around. he made alot of stupid faces! i laughed like hell larhs. went with nab to compass. just didn't wanna go home. eat chicken rice at banquet then headed to the library. wanted to find books on speaking japanese but then don't have. nab went crazy in the library for the moment. had to chase her around the library. grrs... wrote some stupid stuff. nab wanted to buy this shoe but then it cant fit her. hahas. she wanted it so much larhs. went window shopping with her again. then went to buy top up card with her. went home then had a quick shower. now preparing to go to religious class also. haix... tired sia. later also have tuition! die sia. now already so sleepy. must beg abang riduan to let me off early. hehehe. Wednesday, May 2, 2007 , 1:45 AM
malay paper sucked! i blew it big time! what can i tell my parents.. i guess i have to say bye bye to shopping and scenzhen. after school nab and i went to bugis. its like my second or third outing with her. just the two of us. pretty messed up since the last time i "know" her. cheer up babe! walked around the bugis. window shop and so sooo many things i want! poor nab wanted to buy this watch but it was too big for. never laugh so much with her for a long time. went to ate at this place forgot the name larhs but everytime go bugis confirm eat there one. then continued window shopping. after that seperate ways. got home around 4 then rot. bored so find pictures of oguri shun! he's so kawaii!  i miss my super cute nephew!!! 
tuesday urgh public holiday. was being dragged to johor. was so lazy to wake up but was force by mum. super sleepy larhx. the wether was hot and everything. had to make a baju kebaya for kak derry's wedding. why can't we just use our own clothes. had to buy some stuff. wanted to eat at this japanese retaurant but then my mum say only got sushi so never go. then wanted to eat pizza hut but dad don't like pizza. wanted to eat at kenny roger's then the chicken have to wait for 1 hour! waddeheck! wan to eat oso cannot. then the other choices was the black canyon and secret recipe. the set in the black canyon seemed more appetising. great food they have. their coffee was heavenly! got home around 7 then prepare for wednesday. |
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