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Monday, June 30, 2008 , 3:24 AM


I'm feeling sick again! I guess that i get sick whenever i don't get enough sleep. But it's like when the next morning got school but i didn't get enough sleep. Came to school with a bad headache. Usually come to school very early but missed the bus which i usually take.

Mrs Lee taught us bout whatever heart rate thingy and i was alr not feeling that well and we had to run around the parade to check the difference of our heart rate-.- Came to class feeling worst, wanted to sleep during physics lesson but Mr Tee doesn't seem to be in a good mood.

Assembly wanted to disturb Ani again by attemptin to sing/rap/imitate the korean singers but i was pretty weak by then so i just disturb her like a bit.

During CE got some tips from cikgu hairudin for the MT oral. AND! I sorta screw up. I hate myself for that. Only aviator shades can make me happy again. hehehe.

After oral went to Ani's place and slacked for awhile. Finally i sorta know the members of ss501. One of them is so cute lurhs! But dunnoe the name. The next thing eu know, eu'll be seeing alot of this guy photo on my blog. hahahas.

Imma get something to eat and take my previous medicine when i was sick(i didn't finish em') and get back to sleep. Hoping tmr will be a better day and see one aviator shades beside me. HA! Dream on!



Saturday, June 28, 2008 , 11:28 PM


Wanted to pon religious class today but i changed my mind and i just went. Got back one of my papers 29.5/50. I didn't fail. But like FINALLY i failed the overall. HA! The teacher kept on encouraging me to do better. But i purposely fail so i can stop class. Let me quit pleaseeeeee. But the only good thing in the report book was that my attendance was good. When i saw the other years my attendance was bad! Overall today we did nothing and next week there won't be religous class cause it's youth day! Yayness.


Will be havin tuition later. Sians. Wanted to meet Zaf but i forgot i have tuition. Damn. Mum and Dad went to Batam for something and i asked to them to buy donuts=)


Yesterday went to my nephew's birthday. He is now 6. So big alr. We got there early so i was pretty much bored so called Ani. Ani told me that talkin on the phone is not good cause can get tumor. hahas. Had to hang up so i rot there.


After that my cousin and his girlfriend came. She saved me! Talked to her for hours and she is so nice. She is probably like the best girl he ever got. Told her bout how my cousin took care and pampered me when i was young. After that my other 2 cousins came and we all sat together and talked.


My dad loves rayban sun glasses and since my cousin works in a golf club he said that there are many golfers who kept on fogetting their rayban sunglasses. But like seriously larhs why leave expensive sunglasses around. My dad and i went like "TAKE FOR ME LARHS!" I told my cousin if he ever found an aviator shades die die must give me. Especially if it's rayban! Ate cake then go home.

I want this. It's US$92. GAHS! I think i should just keep on dreamin bout this. haiz...



Friday, June 27, 2008 , 8:03 PM


TOP! I WANT THAT SHADES!!! As eu can see i'm still not over my shades obsession. I guess someone forgot that he owe me a pair of shades! I want many many many many aviator shades! I can like seriously put like 10 photos of TOP wearing those kinda shades. Money money come to me so i can buy the shades.

My current blog song, Gummy feat TOP. The meaning is like so sad but watching the MV is so much more touching lurhs. It's like TOP is dating this girl then one day she left without a word cause she didn't wanna see TOP sad or sumtin like that. Then one day TOP went to find her at this churh and realise that she has already died due to some kinda illness. awwww...

when the morning comes will i be able to see you again
i'll love you like the first time we met

no matter how much time passes us
everyone blesses us

for some reason, your seat feels so empty
all day i cry

i'm sorry for hurting you
i'm sorry for doing nothing for you

i'm sorry for not forgetting you
i'm sorry, but today
i want to see you one last time

rap) TOP
out of all those girls, you caught my eye
she's beautiful like the main character in a movie
i couldn't get her out of my mind

but i gave you scars
my sincere apology is late
i'll give you all my tears
please forgive me, i'll beg on my knees

please give me a chance
i was so sorry i ripped up all the letters
i just have something to say, give me a minute


if you still want me in your heart
i'll hold you like that day when we were happy

those past days were hard for you
no one lent a helping hand

i'll always be on your side
i wont burden you any more

i'm sorry for hurting you (for hurting you)
i'm sorry for not doing anything for you (i really didn't)

i'm sorry (i'm really sorry)
beacuse i couldn't forget you (because i couldn't forget you)
i'm sorry, but today
i want to see you one last time


rap)
how many pains
how many accidents

how many tears you shed alone
how many pains

how many accidents
how many tears hurt you

i'm sorry for hurting you
i'm sorry for not forgetting you

i'm sorry for not forgetting you
i'm really sorry, i love you

I'm like so bored. Hafta do laundry today and there are like so many clothes. I thank God cause there are only 3 ppl in the household so there are lesser clothes. Imagine if the family has 6 to 7 ppl. WAH! Poor mothers or maid.

Today is Rashidi's birthday. My nephew is like so big now. I forgot how old is he but he is like very hyper and a wee bit naughty and rough. Going to his birthday party later.

GAHS! I'm bored!



Thursday, June 26, 2008 , 10:35 PM


I've been quite busy for this pass few days. Busy with xinthesis. Actually not that i'm like really involve in anything but i just had to follow the MLDDS whenever they had to got rp. Aqillah, Syaf and i were in-charge of the make up. Wheeees=)

Ytd was the Xinthesis performance and i had fun doing make up for the girls. I love putting the eyeliner and mascara on them. I really envied them as i could see that most of them were enjoying themselves. Like so fun larhs! The hand movements and the shouting made me wanna join in very badly. Damn i hate being a sec 4, eu can't join all this kinda stuff.
After their performance was photo-takin time!This was very random. We were eating bread and just standing looking at the mirror and took a picture of it. This was when they were waiting outside their room to start their performance.The guy without the specs is Arrifian the handsome but quite irritating sec 1 boy. Went like OMG he so handsome for quite a number of times. Too bad. Sec 1. HA!Rahman my god-brother from sec 1. and i look so fat!Syaf, Kin and Lala kept on calling Rahman and Hamqah girlfriends cause they put on make-up then become very "pretty".

Overall, the day was kinda fun and the best thing is! I still manage to watch The Contender! SEAN WRIGHT WON THE FIGHT!!! droools....... And that time i type wrong. He didn't fight with John Wayne but Pukay. At first i was worried cause Pukay gave a good combo to hit Sean out for quite a while but Sean has strong legs! I LOVE SEAN WRIGHT! Ok i'm crazy/stupid/ridiculous.




Tuesday, June 24, 2008 , 2:52 AM


These past 2 days has been extremely hilarious. Not a day past without laughter. With this, school has become fun.

The funniest class was maths. Cause Azmil was sitting with us and Syaf was helping him with his maths. Syaf was quite frustrated with the "new classmate". Azmil is like our new classmate because its been quite a while since he came to school and Mr Ang said something like he's a new student.

So we were like "hi new classmate, where are eu from?" and he was like "i'm from sabah" LOL. Syaf and i started laughin like siao. Then when Syaf was guiding him through the math question he kept on day dreaming which made her quite mad and crazy. There was this scene that made me laugh so hard that saliva drop on my book. I noe, gross. But to me it was extremely hilarious.

Mr Ang: *explains maths question to Syaf, Azmil and me
Me: * notice that Azmil was gonna day dream and pointed out to him
Azmil: Yeah yeah. Length times breath time height. *to prove that he was listenin.
Mr Ang leaves.
Syaf: What was it arhs. Length then wad
Azmil: I dunnoe larhs! What lenght, width, base area
Syaf and I: *burst out laughin

It was barely 1 min Mr Ang left and he forgot when he repeated what Mr Ang said.

After school, had to stay back cause had oral later in the afternoon. While the others had art i slacked at the library when Jun Kang and Akmal came to accompany me.

Jun Kang: Ehs Akmal. Eu really very handsome
Akmal: No larhs. It's not i'm handsome its.....(long pause) i'm just a little bit gifted.
Jun Kang and me: *burst out laughing

After that went outta school to buy bubble tea. Slacked at study corner and then came back to school. I didn't even practise for oral larhs!

Unprepared i started my oral. Guess that it was alright larhs. For some question during the conversation i gave superb answers but then when the invigilator ask me another question she was dissapointed as she expected a good answer as i did as previous question. But it's alright. What's over is over.

Now i shall go to the kitchen and do some house chores.



Sunday, June 22, 2008 , 11:32 PM


Ani told me that TOP has a new hairstyle and his blonde! I was OMG really? And i wonder whether he looks as hot as hangkyung or kyuhun if he's blonde. Then went to asianfanatics to see. OMG!!! As if he's not hot enough. Even though not very blonde but still! GAHS!

I love it even though some will find it VERY different. So man can... Drools...

So today was the first day of school of the second semester. School was ok. During assembly period Mr Goh came. At first i listened to his grandmother story but i started to drift and got bored.

After that me and Ani kept on laughin and laughin. I love to follow the MV of the korean band. First i was humming to the song Lie and then last farewell. The followed the easy easy dance step which made Ani cracked up. Then i "sang" big bang the song. B to the I to the G, B to the A N G. Hahas. Then tried to rap TOP's part. The song is english but his pronounciation not that good so didn't know all the lyrics.

After i got bored of the 3 songs change to we belong together(big bang). Tried to rap TOP's part again. But its in korean mahs then i dunnoe the lyrics. Anyhow say whatever word i can remember then Ani made this kinda sound and we both started laughin like hell. hahas. Damn funny larhs. Most of the time is i try to irritate Ani.

After assembly was suppose to have CE for an hour but Mr Pang had sumtin urgent and after handing out our papers we got to go home=) What a good start for the first day of school.

Now i'm wishing that i dun have religious class so i can finish my english holiday homework.




Thursday, June 19, 2008 , 7:31 PM


Didn't post ytd cause i had a fever. I was fine at night but in the middle on the night my head suddenly felt so heavy and my body felt so weak and i couldn't sleep. In the morning my body was like burning. My throat hurt badly when i wanted to swallow my saliva its like damn pain.

Zaf came to my place and she took care of me. Thanks cyg. Went to the family doctor that i always go to but it was close. Make me tired only. Plus it was fucking hot. But my body was all cold. In the end went to the 24 hour clinic opposite my house. Had to use my own money to freakin hell pay for my medicines larhs. 26 bucks sumore! Grrsss....

Got back home from the clinic and Zaf put me into bed. She really did. She acted as a mummy/private nurse for the whole day for me. Untill i sleep then she went off.

Woke up when my parents reach home. Felt better at night. So i manage to watch The Contender! hehehe. I'm like so falling for Sean Wright and Soren. EFFING CUTE LARHS CAN!!! The another thai guy oso not bad but was sent home ytd. Next week Sean is gonna fight with John Wayne. John Wayne is like very good and somehow i like respect him. Such a good leader and good fighter. I've never seen Sean fight before so i'm not gonna miss that episode no matter what!

Oh yeah. Ytd the episode the person who visited Sean was his ex. But like not ex like that. I was like swearing all the time. Stupid me. Ok imma cook my instant noodle so after i eat can eat medicine and then can sleep. Tatas



Wednesday, June 18, 2008 , 12:12 AM


FINALLY MET ZAFIRAH CAYANG TODAY!!! Ok i'm like so happy cause eversince the year started i've not met her. Gosh i can't believe some of the things she did. Girl, be the good girl back ok=) Gossiped and then cam-whore!

She's getting hotter now. Thats my shades!My one and only teddy bear. ______'s sister gave me!=)One of my favourite girls on earth! 10 years of friendship and countin on!

eu freakin son of a bitch! who the fuck gave eu the permission to say that i'm ur gal. PLEASE larhs! eu so not my type can. i tot eu were just jokin that eu were going to tell ppl that i'm urs but I'M FREAKIN HELL NOT! look at urself larhs. i dun like guys who play with concept. i prefer normal guys can! how the fuck can eu be spreading rumours bout us. i didn't know it was gonna be this bad! eh hello! eu are not the only sgs fren i have. there's like quite a number and listenin to what they have been saying. congratulations. now i'm not even gonna meet eu! sucker! get a fuckin life! like what the fuck now ppl think i dun have taste to be wantin eu! GROSS LARHS! FYI i was only using eu cause i think ur fren is waaaaaaaaaaaay better lookin than eu. please larhs eu are short, dark, curly hair, heavy smoker and do i even hafta go on. SUCKER!!! i tot eu were those kinda open minded kids but looks like i was freakin wrong! ASSHOLE!

ok i'm like actually freakin mad with someone cause zaf has been telling me bout stuff about a SUCKER and how i regretted to even be bothered with him!




Monday, June 16, 2008 , 8:40 PM


Going to compass point today with celine baby~~ hahas. Thinking of buying a memory card cause i seriously cannot live without any songs in my hp! I have like 60 bucks with me now i hope its enough. Usually i will spent it on make up or whatever but if the memory card is too ex then imma buy some fake lashes.

Rich uncle came today from Beijing but then he flew off back to Jakarta again. Gave me 50 bucks. Thats why i have money. Then ytd my another uncle from indon gave me 10 bucks. I like seriously needa learn how to save money.

Mum cooked sweet and sour chicken. Yummy! I love food with sweet and sour sauce and i can cook it as well=) Someone should try my sweet and sour prawn=)

Currently addicted to a song called maybe by jay sean. Here's the lyrics. Quite addictive lurhs the song.

Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Im always connected online
Looked on facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

And maybe its true (OH)
Im caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe im wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
Its all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong, And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

i really wish i could get a text msg from him or at least get his facebook acc so i could at least see him in pictures! why must eu not be singaporean.



Sunday, June 15, 2008 , 7:26 PM


I've not been feeling well. the stomach cramps had turn into dunnoe-what. I can't eat. It's either i go to the toilet to do business or i puke everything out when i eat. No. I'm not bulimic. The symtoms are like when i'm having my gastritis but it didn't start with not eatin regularly. Today i'm going to T3 to study with amelia, syaf and darius. I doubt i can't eat anything cause this stomach is killing me! My cramps made me not want to eat anything and even though i didn't eat i still wanna puke! I hate puking! Bend down to the toilet bowl veh tiring ok!

For today self study i've decided to focus on physic and maths. I'm going to do my TYS all over again cause everyone says that the questions in the TYS is sure to come out again. I have to 100% focus on my studies today. Guess what mum only gave me 4 bucks for today. Like seriously. What can eu get with 4 bucks in the airport. Wanna buy student meal also cannot.

And AWJ eu better pay me asap! My mum asking for the money alr! And where's my shades!!!

Back from "studying" at the airport. Met Syaf and Amelia at T3. Darius didnt come. I didn't manage to study much. Guess that the airport isn't my study spot. So far, the only person that i can really concentrate when studying is Zafirah. Pathetic.

Now i'm gonna eat up the steak and see whether i can eat without throwing up anot. Damn those steak is freakin nice!



Friday, June 13, 2008 , 7:21 PM


This happen in the morning today while i was still in lala land

mum: YAN! YAN!
me: *dun care and just sleep
mum: YAN! I'm going off to work alr
me:*dun care and continue to sleep
mum: Yan! I'm going off alr. Fold the clothes
me: *cover my ears
mum: Mak eti is coming so go and sweep the floor and clean the house. And dun forget to fold the clothes.
me: *eff-ed up early in the morning and didn't bother to wake up untill she left

LIKE SERIOUSLY! Early morning can dun do this anot. I'm like not feeling well. Since ytd my stomach had this weird feel. Like i can't even eat. Whenever i see food i wanna puke. Tried to eat dinner ytd and wanted to puke as well but i tried not too. It feels like my gastritis is acting up again. Eat wrong, never eat also wrong.

Don't feel like folding the clothes. At most once my guest comes and the clothes aren't folded i just chuck them in the room and fold them later. Now i'm like bored(but not in the mood to do housechores) and i'm like tryin to sing along(or rap) to my blog song. Plus its in Korean. Been doing it since ytd and yeah i manage to it after loads and loads of pratice. But its not perfect though. Since TOP is such a great rapper its kinda hard to follow his part. But i'm gettin the hang of it. Other then that i can totally rap the girl's part. hehehehe.

This is another paraody of big bang last farewell. Funny larhs. Go to McDonald's to fatten eu up and is there a fan followin her around.




Thursday, June 12, 2008 , 9:21 PM


I WANNA GET ANOTHER PIERCING!!!! Was looking through some of websites for piercings. Dang i wanna daith piercing but i won't cuz its not worth it as i won't be able to use earpiece. Looks like i hafta stick to boring piercings around the ear. Enough with me wanting piercing but whats up with the older generation who are against piercing? It's my body, my ear, my wish and i bear the pain. Piercing can be a form of body art or to release stress. Rather then cuttin yourself or punchin the wall piercin is more worth it. Different people has got different opinion so please just lay off.

I'm stuck at home. Suppose to have a game of badminton with Ani but my stomach started making problems. In the end game cancelled.

Was watching The Contender ytd night and i just realise that Sean Wright from Scotland is smokin hot! Well i think he changed his hairstyle so thats why he looked different. Somehow the blonde guys attract me. hahas. But poor John Wayne, he got sick and was quarantine. He is such a good leader larhs. He even invited the other team for their prize.

Freakin bored right now. No drama to watch. Actually was watchin a drama starring TOP init. I Am Sam but i got too jealous over the lead girl. TOP gave the girl his earing larh! I ALSO WANT! Plus he ride a motorbike in the show. Drools... Guys with motorbike are freakin hot larhs. But it's because ______ also ride a motorbike. hehehe.

Oh yeah! My freakinmathafuckin hp is driving me up the wall! I rather it never on then ruin all my songs in my hp. I seriously feel like throwing the phone at the wall! I wanna new phone like so badly. W960i.


This is freakin funny larhs! Laughed my ass out! There are more parody but will upload it next time. Hope eu have fun laughin!

I'm serious freakin bored so just sharing a these 2 videos. DBSK acapella. THIS IS WHY I LOVE DONG BANG SHIN KI! They have superb vocals!


enjoy=) damn i'm bored



Wednesday, June 11, 2008 , 9:05 PM


Finally i had enough rest from my trip. My this trip to Jakarta must probably be THE BEST trip ever. Thanks to ______. hehehehe

So instead of getting loads and loads of shoes. I got myself loads and loads of new tops! Mum was more in the shopping mood for clothes so maybe thats why i got more new tops. I also got a new Ripcurl bag! wohoooooooo! Wanted to get a new wallet since dad was in a generous mood but the wallets there are super ugly larhs. Like seriously last season. Also bought another DBSK magazine=) All of this in one day was happiness plus i met ____ on the same day as well.

Stayed in my god-family house. Seeing all my little cousins there i was so happy. When they were still little toddler they were so cute but now they all look so handsome and they are only 6 to 7 years old. When i met Iqsa(one of my cousins) i was greeted with a big big hug from him! He still so cute as ever and his sister has gotten prettier. I remember when they were much much younger i pamper them like shit.

Sadly i didn't get to see Kak Derry there. I really wanted to see her and how she look like when she is pregnant but sadly she live quite far from where we staying. aww... I miss her so badly lurhs. I wish that i could fly over to Jakarta again next month cause she will be giving birth on July!

On the day i was suppose to get back to Singapore i was stuck in the traffic jam for a freakin 2 to 3 hours! we had to change to another flight cause we didn't manage to catch the first one! we had to rush all the way to gate. Oh and this Garuda plane has got to be the smallest one i've ever taken in my life. I'm actually pretty bitchy when it comes to the size and service of the plane. I'm also very particular on how good the pilot takes off and land or how bad it is. hahas. So far only Emirates is the best! Good service and also hot air steward! OK i gotta stop now. hahas.

Girl! i dun like eu. what do eu think eu were doing standin at the door lookin at him like that! hello! i know eu look all innocent with the tudung and everything. but i dun give a fuck. imma fight it out with eu if eu want him as well! yeah i'm jealous! like hey! eu freakin hell stay with him! but eu know what i think my mum and his mum knows that i like him. and eu know whats better? he's coming to study in singapore next year. imma make him study here! i'm gonna be nice to eu though. and i may be able to see him at the end of year again!

seeing eu takin off the helmet and shake ur head. i nearly melted. the first time i saw eu, eu were carrying a baby now i see eu hotter then before with ur motorbike. damn i so love guys with motorbike. and i bet eu know i was looking at eu all the time. who cares if our parents are looking. hope to see eu soon ok=) damn eu are effing hot!



Friday, June 6, 2008 , 5:56 PM


going off today. guess what. i've not packed. just too lazy to pack. had a terrible stomachache for the entire night. had to keep on goin to the toilet in the middle on the night. freakin irritating.
i'm like so sleepy now but had no choice. mum kept on yellin my name so i had to wake up. once i woke up the stomachache came again. sheesh.
when i'm away i'm gonna miss my com. i won't be able to watch BIG BANG/DBSK video. thats what imma miss.

i can't help but to just post their pics. hahas. i sorta love TOP's shades. kinda hot. think that mom is goin crazy over me wantin more shades. gahs!!! i want to go to the john little sale to buy the shades! ok i should stop now.



Thursday, June 5, 2008 , 8:14 PM


flying off to jakarta tmr night and comin back on tuesday. can't wait to step into the shopping centres!

list of what i gonna buy:
1. many many shoes
2. shades(if they have the ones that i want)
3. taiwan/korean/japanese drama
4. clothes
5. handbags
6. school bag(branded)
7. wallet(branded) very low chance to get this

yeah thats pretty much the items i want. branded means items which has got brands. think i'm going for surfers brand since its cheaper there. it's been a long time since i've bought anything expensive for myself. hahas.

went to expo ytd waddafuck! they were selling shades for 18 bucks and all so fuckin chio larhs! i wanted them so badly! wah... i'm like freakin sad i can't get the shades larhs! if i could i would buy all of them! sobs='(

since i'm leavin tmr. hafta do the laundry and make sure everything dries by today. and i still havent pack. so lazy to pack.

currently watchin happy shares. TOP vs ho young. TOP is so cute. TOP so poor thing lurhs. his opponent took away his money and he was so sad. then he went to the practise room to dance. FYI he is not a good dancer. lol.

G-Dragon and TOP

second post of the day. damn sian. was talkin to twin and we realise we had been freakin bitches since young. just to share a lil something.
we were like in p3 or 4 in the religious class and there was this new girl who wants to to fit in with us. there was 5 of us in the clique(me, twin, 1 nice girl,1 quiet girl and a tomboy). there were other clique but she die die wanted to be with us even though we told her no straight to her face many times. but she was still so persistent lets call her S. so me and twin was like ok why dun we let her in and make use of her(both of us had always been the nottie ones). discuss with the rest of the girls and they agreed.
we made her buy things for us, do our work, take care of our things but when we were having our usual conversation we didn't even bother to let her join in. then one day we really cannot tahan her. i told the tomboy one to tell her that she heard us sayin really mean stuff about her and that she should just leave us.
this girl told her exactly wad we told her and S went up to the toilet and cried or sumtin. we were really fuckin mean larhs! i can't really believe i use to do that. up till now she dun even want to talk to me. which is good larhs. BTW it's not that we are mean. its just that she is one hella irritatin gal!
i'm just freakin bored right now. gahs!



Wednesday, June 4, 2008 , 12:56 AM


i'm like trying to find for shades veh badly!!! i want a red and white one. not those kinda thick thick frame. ok so there is a high possiblity that i'm goin to jakarta but shopping for shades there is not as good as going to KL. in jakarta i can only buy shoes.ok this seung ri from big bang. but dun care him. I WANT THAT SHADES!!!! it's like the type i want. like seriously i think big bang has the nicest shades. usually TOP is the one who uses shades. all his shades his like OMG. i want it!

anyway school was boring today. had one and a half hour break. rot in the library. had geog and then got home. i realise that i forgot to bring my keys. thank god third aunt was at home so she gave me my home keys cause she got extra. i really wanna go out badly today but the rain spoil larhs!




Monday, June 2, 2008 , 11:08 PM


browsing through all big bang stuffs. well mostly TOP. oh gosh he is like so bloody mathafucking hot! i love his fierce face. drooled all over my computer table. untill now i have not eaten lunch cause just seeing his face makes me full. LOL. share a few pics of him with the fierce face. damn he's hot!

not so fierce but i just love it.fierce but adorablehe looks like the dark kinda personmy number 1 favourite photo of him.(he thinks so too) drools... i really love this.

i love how he looks in the lie mv. with his hair and shades. damn freakin hot! actually i think i prefer his shades. i so love shades. anyone know any blogshops where they sell shades. i've started to collect shades to match my clothes. am i vain or wad? so far i've only got 3.

anw. if dad is leave is granted we may be goin to jakarta!!! if i'm going there i'll be shopping for shoes, shades and taiwan/korea/japan drama series! praying hard that he could get leave.

i'm like freakin bored. of course i should be studying but just got back from school and then have been having to many tuition. study study study. so i guess i'm sorta on a break.

oh yeah! and i realise actually botak guys are hot. not those old guys who is botak because of hairfall but like those who face fierce face and botak. was on the way to school this mornin and got this fierce face botak guy(he looks nice though) on the bus. i looked at him for so long and then realise wad da hell am i doin.

overall i think today i'm like blabbering bout hot fierce looking guys! just bored larhs. dunnoe wad to blog about. i know my material is always bout guys. but what to do.




, 3:12 AM


just got back from shoppin! hehehe. school was boring. as usual. it sucks when eu know its da holidays and then eu hafta come back to school. plus today was monday. so everyone was havin monday blues.

nab, syaf and ani skipped art. nab and i decided to go shoppin. afterall its the GSS. met ani and nab at far east plaza and started to shop shop shop. i bought myself a red belt, 3 bangles(white, black and red) and shadeeeeeeeees! i'm so in love with shades. hahahs.

after that headed to cineleisure and took neo-prints. i love the machine(abit onie larhs) cause it makes my eyes so.... nice??? hahas. whatever it is. i love my eyes in it cause my eye make-up was all obvious. and i look fair and my hair got colour. i miss my red hair!!! i really wish to dye my hair again but it will be wasted cause like when the national exams are nearin teachers are gonna ctach students with improper attire.

anw had to rush back home cause ninth aunt is comin. nab and ani went to bugis. now i'm drooling for the food in tong seng. darn.



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