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Saturday, March 28, 2009 , 5:13 AM


I'm glad i saw you just now. I dunnoe whether its just me but i saw your smile. You look beautiful as always. I'm missing you and somehow i could feel you are somewhere near us. Suddenly i'm digging out all of our memories together. To think about it there was alot.

All this memories kept me strong. I was able to control myself when i saw you today. Seeing you look so peaceful i found no reason to cry. I'm treasuring every single moment i spent with you.

What i learned from this incident is to really treasure everyone ard me. Live life like it's your last day. I never really understand the whole "You will only know how to treasure someone when they're gone" but now i really understood what it meant.

Another thing that i learned was the media is cruel! The dun get their stories straight and end up writing wrong things which is published. I dun think now i can even trust newspapers.

The happy thing that happened today was FALCON WON!!! After like 3-4 years of loosing. Maybe i'll upload photos of sports day. If i ever have the mood. My ankle is hurting!!!! ok random.

My dear juniors, Seeing all of you this past few days really makes my heart ache. I know this is too sudden. We'll pull it through together. Whether as a whole department or club. All of us are trying our best to accept this tragic incident. I really hope our department will be full of laughter again. No matter how hard it is, we are in this together. She knows we all love her and she wouldn't want to see us in this kinda state. Be strong people!=)



Thursday, March 26, 2009 , 10:12 PM


Its so scary how life works. One day you see her laughing ard and the next thing you know she's gone. Just a few weeks ago i was asking her how to solve a math question.

When i first saw Claudia in my dept i thought she looked kinda matured. After that she became my mentee and i often went for duty with her. When she was with me for her first major duty, The Mid-Autmn Festival, i found her very reliable. I had to leave for a moment but she managed to get all the shots and i didn't have to repeat my instructions to her. She was daring to go upfront to take photos and came back with impressive photos. "This girl's got potential." was what i had in mind.

Last year Sec 1 Campfire night duty is probably one of the most memorable time i had with her. Both of us were alr tired from the photoshoot earlier in the day and then we had to rush for the campfire duty. Just when we thought we had a break for awhile we had to rush back for our duty. At that time i alr had my instant sphagetti done but she havent eaten. So while rushing back to school we shared the food together. It was kinda hilarious.

I'm glad that before you left we got to talk bout what happened the past few years. Never thought it would happen this way. Whatever it is i know all of us will be strong and you will be remembered deep in everyone's heart.

We'll miss you! Rest in peace.



Wednesday, March 25, 2009 , 2:55 AM


I wanna share with you guys my parents photo when they were having their honeymoon in New Zealand - Auckland. Very sweet to me and i find mum kinda stylish. Oh yeah... I remember 8th aunt saying she was the most vain anyway.There are photos where i think i really look like my mum so i dun wanna post it. I sorta love mum's pants in the first pic and her boots looks kinda cool to me. Hahahs!

I'm cookin dinner!!!!!!! And breakfast!!!! TILL FRIDAY!!!! Save me!!!!!

New chem teacher is hilarious! Damn cool. But in terms of teaching.... I dunnoe yet.



Tuesday, March 24, 2009 , 4:10 AM


Took the What Does Your Birthday Say About You

August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

Leadership qualities? Nah! I have proof on that one. But it's a good thing that even when i get angry easily i relax easily too. Knows how to console others. Absolutely not true! Never come to me if u need consolation. I'm a type I. I'd probably just laugh! Egoistic? TOTALLY!!! Twin and i are totally egoistic ppl. I think she got more ego than me though.

Ok i'm bored and have nothing to do.

i want photo puting. i want photo outing. i want photo outing. i want photo outing. i want photo outing.

Anyway mum had to suddenly leave for Bandung. WAHLAO EHS!!! WANT FOLLOW LORHS!!! MY FAVORITE COUNTRY IN INDONESIA LA SIA!!! Have been craving for ALL the food there and ALL the shopping i could do there. Even if she had to work i could call up my cousin and he could bring me ard. She will be back on Friday. Quite long sia... Have to starve till that day or get donated food from all my aunt or grandma. Pathetic.

I wanna try out my telephoto lens...........

Ciao! Wanna crash now. Damn tired



Saturday, March 21, 2009 , 1:17 AM


Chatting with twin now!!! Just after i blog bout her ytd she called/msg me. Haha... Got so many stories to share man... Suddenly remember the times when i tot that one of the guys from her school was good looking and i found out it was her ex. Eww!

Slacked at home do laundry. Was thinking of goin poa or not ytd night but ended up i overslept. So nvr go. I REALLY overslept not that i pretend to oversleep.

Watching Family Outing again. Fuckin funny! Laugh untill i cannot breathe.

Ok i should go and finish up on my laundry then bathe then go granny's place.

Very addicted to Keyshia Cole's Fallin out song. Trying to balance out my english and korean songs.



Friday, March 20, 2009 , 3:18 AM


Laughing my ass off from watching Family Outing. Freakin funny la! Especially the games part. Can make you luagh until want pee lorhs!

Had to wake up early today. Went to the market, sent mum off to her office, went to mustafa with kak nel and bella, went to golden mile buy fruits and back home. Yeah then slacked at home.

Super boring day.

Can't believe school is starting on Monday. I seriously needa go to Johnny Adrean to get my hair done. All the frizzy hair coming out! Damn irritated.

I need a life back. I need My Bitch aka twin back to give me a life. HA! I WANNA STOCK UP ON MY COSMETICS!!!



Tuesday, March 17, 2009 , 8:33 PM


This month has to be my good luck with gadgets month. LOL.

First got my iPod and then Kak Nelly gave me a telephoto lens. It cost ard my iPod la! But nvm free mah. She says she rarely uses it but i wonder if that is just an excuse cause it looks so new. Now i need a new camera bag. My current bag don't have enough space for the new lens. Baby is growing!!! HAHAHA!

Oh yeah forgot to say that Syaf, Shaq, Izzul and i went off to sent Mrs Raj off! Photos here. I can see that i really gained alot of weight!

I'm still hurt from ytd. i dreamt bout u twice. not so pleasant dreams...



, 1:08 AM


Malay oral.... GONE! Like shit i tell u. I'm dead! BIG TIME! Lucky prelim only.

I finally figure out how to control what picture i wanna put and games!!! YAY for the games!!!! hahas.

Ok i'm like extremely boring right now. Like really boring and very hungry.

Went to check facebook and what's up with my relatives putting super duper embarrassing photos of me when i was young!!! FREAKIN EMBARRASSING OK! I dun mind the photos when i'm like 5 but not the one when i was 10 or 11!!! GAHS!!!

Addicted to 3 of Suju songs. ok random...

I'M SO BOOOOORRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDD

u didn't tell me whats the problem. u said i was not there when u broke down. u changed. i dun like it. but tat is how humans are. u needed time? time for what. i'm tryin to make things right but somehow i'm giving up as well. u are making me feel bad. if that is wad u aim for well guess what. congrats girl... u did well. and now i'm cryin over i dunnoe what cause of the friendship that may no longer be what it used to be. u tot i forgot bout u but i nvr did. i prefer a confrontation face to face not just over msn. i really wanna talk to u and wonder what is wrong. i dun understand u? i will nvr be able to understand a person. i nvr tried to understand someone anw. everyone is born that way for a reason. i dunnoe whether u will be reading this anot but i really hope u do. i want us to talk. really talk. pls... i'm tired of avoidin this issue. all i noe is i really really miss u and ur company.



Monday, March 16, 2009 , 12:57 AM


Ok i managed to put photos in my ipod now i'm still trying to figure out how to put in my freakin videos!

Malay paper..... GONE! Kinda difficult to me. Tmr still got oral. I'm prayin hard for that man. Harus betutur dalam bahasa baku. haha!

Gonna send Mrs Raj off to the airport later! Gonna miss her man. She is like one of the good teachers. Knows when to be strict and when to joke ard with us.

Picked up SJ sorry sorry chorus part and got to disturb Ani with it but well.... maybe because it's SJ she doesn't get irritated that much.

For the very first time in my life Sunday religious class was fun. There were only 4 ppl and i was the only girl. The teachers were lazy to teach then one played with us IQ games and another one showed some super gore videos. Which are real ok! Cannot sleep one whole night sia. Dun even wanna talk bout it cause it just gives me goosebumps.

Adios ppl!



Saturday, March 14, 2009 , 7:33 AM


I've got a new toy yo! Mum and dad bought me an advance birthday present. An iPod Touch. Yeah baby!

Now i'm trying to get help from Nab on how to work on it. Never had an iPod before, so dunnoe anything. Feeling damn stupid.

Was in school for PTM thingy but i was teh student helper. Then headed home to change and went off to Suntec. Went through human traffic and finally got what i wanted!

Actually on the Friday alr went there. Then a kind soul(my dad's friend) gave me a hundred dollar bill just like that. So i gave my mum saying that it is for the ipod i want and she just hafta top the rest!=)

Super Junior's Sorry, Sorry MV wid eng sub!

OMG!!! Leeteuk look so fine and Shiwon is forever HOT!, SEXY! and CHARMING!. I feel that Sungmin looks like G-Da nd Eunhyuk looks like Rain when he was with the shades and all but his dancing is awesome!

And this is just worth being glued to my comp. Damn SEXY!



Thursday, March 12, 2009 , 1:46 AM


So addicted to the song Insomnia. Whether it's Craig David singin it or Wheesung. They both rock!

Saw Fariz pendik today. Shocked sia. My primary school buddy. Still short but the face like one bit oso never change. Chatted awhile till bus came.

Felt super sleepy today. So pretty much wasn't awake and was lazy to do alot of stuff. Highlight of the day was in Chem though. Best part i tell ya.

Was doing the experiment involving chlorine. Suddenly the thing heat up too fast then all the hot solution splash to my hand. I was somewhere near Jun Kang. He was like shock la. Plus the splash made a sound that it got everyone's attention. I was too shocked that i can't even scream or say anything. Instead i just went to put down the test tube and put my hand under the running water for like..... forever.

Yi Fang, always the concern girl was like are u ok? Pain anot? I think it only pain cause it's hot. And Mrs Raj had to say that the chlorine experiment is one of the poisonous one-.-" The stinging pain didn't go away even after class. GAHS! Dunnoe why but i lile so accident prone this year. Suddenly got scar la got blood la. Kena scratch by shop/rusty object la. What's goin on man?!?!

Bus-ed home with Izzul and got free bandung! When reach my doorstep i had trouble getting my keys outta my bag cause my hand got the cream thingy. After some time struggling finally got it out. Next was my door. So hard sia! After much more time struggiling it got open. Thank goodness!

Lucky the pain lessen then i can get rid of the cream. Cook maggie and bread. Now i hafta get ready for religious class. 2 weeks nvr come sia. Hope my reading doesnt get rusty. If not damn paiseh leh!

Reading breaking dawn now!!! Can't wait for the movies to come out la!!!



Wednesday, March 11, 2009 , 3:09 AM


Post for Media camp!!! Actually just post roughly bout it bahs. Syaf's blog so detailed.

1st Day
Run ard doing last minute stuff. Had to got with Syaf, Roy , Hwee Kiang to get some of the things that we left out. Also forgot bout the dispenser la! Run ard like siao. I think i ask SJAP for it like 5 times! Finally SLB saved our lives.

At night ad the Amazing race and i'm a station master together with Wei Jie. Our station there damn relax uhs. No need do anything. Sit down and enjoy the wind. Off to the bus stop opposite Bowen. Wei Jie tried to scare me but i think he was more scared of my real encounter.

Bused down to Jalan Kayu with Kayying's group. Ate prata and walked/ran back to school.Didn't get to sleep much on the first night to settle some stuffs.

2nd Day
Woke up early to buy some stuff at NTUC. We were there like freakin early la! Syaf, Adrian, Roy and me were all tired. After getting our stuff Syaf went off to get her things and the 3 of us sat at this place where they sold children's clothes but the one where got all the girls clothing. Roy started to take the pink dress, skirt and other kinda things to see how it looked on Adrian. Cute sia.

While the others left for Pasir Ris i was in school and i managed to see some funny actions of the juniors while playing Balloon Ball. Fucking funny can! Laughed my ass off man. They hit the balloon so hard but it didnt fly off so far. Overall funny game. Then had to go off to settle food.

Off to Pasir Ris. Was with Eugene walking ard. Went to Syaf's and Wei Jie station then after that wanted to go to Arnold's station but it started raining. So we rushed back to Syaf station. Seeked shelter at this hut. Together with Adrian and Tuck Heng. Adrian was such a brave boy! Can stand the cold and the lightning and thunder. Plus the frogs(duh! guy mah).Then a lightning struck a tree near our place then all jumped up and the 6 of us cramp together. Scared die. Like Tuck. After lightning and thunder gone there was frogs! Like WTF. So disgusting ok! After frogs we got "fasinated" by ants. One adventurous day man.

Back to school. Followed Mr Tang buy some stuff with Steven, Tuck and Adrian. Mr Tang walked so fast can! I thought my legs were gonna break but after more walking it became ok alr. Missed the buffet but they go safe some food for us. Damn nice la can!

Got back to work for the night confidence walk. Paired up with Wei Jie(again) for the jumping platform station. There was another 2 stations there. During the walk can see funny things la! All the station masters had such a good laugh man! They even believed some of the things.
Cleaned up and went to sleep.

3rd day
Last daaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!! Dunnoe why but that day then alot of ppl high. tsk. Can't really remember much la. Got AAR then lunch then give out prize then over. lol.



Wednesday, March 4, 2009 , 11:41 PM


I think i work my brain alot today. Feeling pretty tired. Sick of some dreams. Cannot got happy one where ppl alive one arhs! Ppl must die isit? I bad luck uhs?!?!?!

Camp's tmr. Not excited. Happened last year as well but i didn't have any attitude problem this year though. So i guess that's good. Just not helping much. Every camp i seem like the one who is not as excited as the others. Oh heck but i will be excited once there!=)

Havent finish packing. Like very lazy do packing uhs. Imma bring pillow this year. I dun care man! And imma bring one more for Syaf as well. Must get as much sleep as possible. This week no weekend ... haiz... Hope no hw. Seriously i want to see who would bring their hw to camp and do it lurhs.

i wanna stop trying. i dun wanna give up but i'm getting tired. some things are better kept a secret. i dun wanna know it all anymore. just shut up.



, 2:03 AM


Currently addicted to the Twilight series. Deeply and dangerously addicted. The last book which made feel this way was Harry Potter. BUT! The difference is there are much more better looking guys in the Twilight series. I guess vampires and werewolves are suppose to be good-looking(no wonder Bella makes friends with them)

Ytd i was searching for Jacob Black(taylor) at youtube. DAMN IT! He got 8 pacs leh!!! Freakin hot can!!! Not even 20 yet. But i hate how he looks like in twilight. I sorta dun like guys with long hair. What made me search him was when i was reading New Moon the author described that he chop off his hair and got more muscular. Hell yeah! His damn freakin hot. And when Syaf and i saw his awesome bod we got up from our seats and wow-ed/scream. Duh ppl were staring at us.

So since i'm obsessed with something new other than K-pop i went to youtube and see the other casts. Since i watched the Twilight movie i found Jasper good-looking. At first didn't really care bout him cause of the hair. But then at the baseball scene when he was wearing a cap, it was like WOAH!

Searched his photo and yeah his fine man... And he's dating the girl he is with in the movie. So cute la! Some more the girl also veh chio. In conclusion my favourite characther is: Jasper Hale.
HAHAHAHA!

I took 3 days to read each book. Making me not caring bout the comp too much bout K-pop updates. Reading Eclipse right now. Whenever i'm not reading the book i feel so restless. Even in free period just now when Shaq ask me to do malay hw and i didn't want to cause i wanted to read and i got called a bookworm(but i did it anw). I was one lorhs! Untill Harry Potter got no more book then i sorta lost that bookworm feeling.Love this photo of his man. Sexy larh sey!

And you know the James(Cam Gigandet). He's damn hot too. So sad he first book kena killed alr! DAMN! His pacs are killer as well.

I wonder how i will survive through the camp without reading the series. I seriously dun wanna bring the book to camp. Will make me look like an idiot and confirm kena by the others one la!

Needa go grandma house alr! No peace and quiet there since Mirza is ard. Gonna pluck my ears with my ear piece which makes me like half deaf and read.

WARNING: DO NOT DISTURB ME WHEN I'M READING! IN THAT WAY YOU WON'T GET OFFENDED THAT MUCH!



Monday, March 2, 2009 , 2:28 AM


Just got back home! Lunch-ed at Botak Jones with Izzul and Azmil. Quite nice uhs the food. Gonna try the fish and chips some time. Worth the money.

So today the most "interesting" thing that happen was my pen poked into my palm till it could stay there. I was trying to save my pen cause i was afraid that if my pen drop then it will like be spoilt. So while trying to save it, it poked into my palm. It happen right infront of Yi Fang, Cass and Jia Xuan and they were like OMG! OMG! and EWWWW!

I quickly pulled out my pen from my palm and cause the girls were like OMG-ing and Ewww-ing quite loud, it sorta got attention. Yi Fang followed my to the toilet to "get the ink out from my hand". Seriously, there was no ink. lols. I think there's a hole in my palm now la.

After the assembly, Yi Fang and my skirt almost kena confiscated larhs! I was trying to get away with it by saying i had no shorts but it's just that my shorts like so not appropriate. Then Yi Fang begged Mrs Lee and i was like I use this skirt since sec 1 then very nostalgic dun wanna give it away. So we were just given a warning. Tmr must wear longer skirt alr.

K-Pop time!!! LOL.

Have been very very addicted to these 3 songs. In each MV have eng subs. The songs really nice ok!

Dong Wan's voice is like so soothing. It's like super sweet. Imgaine a guy serenading this to you. Cair(melt) i tell u!


This one oso not bad. Both like RnB style uhs. Nice to listen too.


This is a cover of Craig David's Insomnia. So addictive can!!! Listening to both the English and Korean version. Ani told me that Craig David requested Wheesung to sing this. Cool!




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