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Friday, July 22, 2011 , 2:29 AM

I can't help it. I hate this feeling. I don't like knowing that i've tried everything but i still can't let it go. It drives me insane.

I'm not gonna let something so painful to happen to me twice. So i'm just gonna sit silently and bear with it all. I'm going to watch from afar. Untill i meet someone better, it's gonna be you.

Friday, July 8, 2011 , 7:27 PM

I've been missing someone. A friend, a childhood friend. Despite having a few arguments here and there, we managed to keep our friendship going for 10 years. But now, i don't know whats going on in her life and i don't even bump into her when we are just staying one block apart. I've dreamt about her many times. In those dreams we were still friends. We were enjoying ourselves and looking like idiots as usual. When i woke up, i wish i could have those moment back. I want it back in reality.

I know i've done wrong things. I know i wasn't always there when you needed me. I know you are angry at me because i wasn't there to help you when you were in a fix. I know that i was never a friend that you truly can rely on. And from the very bottom of my heart, I'm very sorry.

I don't make friends with people just for them to walk away. But in this friendship, i think our pride tend to get in the way. Don't you realise? Most of the time, maybe it's just me, but i don't know... In case you don't know, you hold some secrets that i never shared with anyone else because i believe you would understand best and you won't judge me.

Sure you can get extremely stubborn at times that i feel like strangling you. But nobody's perfect. It's one of your flaw. But i always believe that, if you always think about someone's flaws, then you'll never see the good side to them.I was immature. You were immature. We were both immature teenagers who didn't know how to resolve our problems.

I know you would never see this. Somehow i feel that you have completely erased me away from your life. Just like how you erased your other friends away maybe? But trust me my friend, i would really like us to be friends again. We promised to do so many things and can't wait to get older so we can do what we promised.It's a pity that those promises are now just empty promises aye?

Hey Zaf, i'm really sorry you know.

Yup that's me!

Nur Irdianty but you can call me Yan or Dian :D
19
10 August 1992
LEO baby
Xinmin Secondary 2005 to 2009
Millennia Institute
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Singaporean+Indonesian
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