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Friday, October 19, 2007 , 6:31 PM
i was right. i'm DEAD! i failed. how could i fail my 3N. seriously i study like fuck and i failed. it just shows that no matter what i'm just and will stay a failure. nothing good happens to me(only in studies) fuck shit can. study poa till night fail! pass my ca2 math but fail! i dun even noe what i pass. i'm very disappointed with myself. i've let my mum, dad and tuitors down. i feel for them. especially my tuitor cause he keeps on teaching me like hell and i still give him a fuck ass result. but i will still not retain. they will still promote us to 4N. this doesn't make me happy cause it still shows that i fail and i just got onto 4N not due to my studies but just luck. the feeling is so fuckity fuck! i wonder how i will face my parents. i don't intend to tell them bout my result untill i come back from japan. i bet if my dad knew he would send me off to indo to study. that way i may be top student. HA! but what the hell larhs. i feel so bad. i don't deserve what my parents gave me. i've let them down terribly. the talk that mr chia gave made me thought might as well i get into ite. almost all my cousins are from ite and they are doing great in their career. and i still can help out my mom in the office. the thing is mr chia did say that family buisness will not forever be there. that made me very scared cause i have nothing to fall on. fuck shit sia. have to call lina twin to help me release all this. |
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