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Monday, April 13, 2009 , 2:07 AM
Boring day. My dear friends were all sleepy and i was left high alone. LOL. These past few days had been arguing with parents. Damn annoyin ok. My ego and pride is damn huge and i just can't give in. When i give in, i will feel that i'm such a weak person. With parents also wanna have this kinda thing. The only person who i know have this problem is twin. What happened was on the Sunday i had religious class and i woke up like 10.30. Dad was like blah blah blah blah. C'mon la. Seriously. Who likes to be nag the moment they woke up. Damn annoying and irritating la. I'm fucking tired. I'm a fuckin human who wants rest as well. Then when i was in the room kena nag by mum. Seriously i think my pocket money is too little. 15 bucks per week which is like 3 bucks a day. HELLO! I got such thing as extra classes ok! So the typical me is that i won't eat if my mom cooks. I was damn motherfuckin hungry that morning la. Then with all their nagging i lost all my appetite. Then when i walked out of the house my mom said "When i cook you dun wanna eat say i nvr give you food." Hello! One thing why i dun eat YOUR food is cause YOU spoil my appettite. Cook then cook la. No need nag so much right. Off to religious class and bought food. I'd rather eat outside then eat at home la. Thank god i went to religious class. Reading some holy phrases calmed me down. Fucking angry sia. Needa let off my steam. I so can't wait to move out sia. I'm studying so much is that i hope to study overseas so that i can live alone. Come back to s'pore get a good job and move out. Then get married live somewhere else. Nice plan right?! I wonder what they do to deserve a kid like me. At least i dun give them alot of trouble. I pity twin's mom more. Needa meet twin soon so i can do some shit with her and calm down more. The best part with her is i never hafta feel guilty bout anything i do. I can do the most awful thing but act like its all fine and i dun have any guilt in me. Twin save me!!! I'm not gonna eat dinner for at least one week man. Or at least not eating the food she prepared. Fuck la. This has been going on for like what? 3 weeks? Ass man! I'd rather stay home to calm myself down then go out and put on a mask wearing a smile which looks super pathetic and fake.  
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